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Amy Dodson didn't like to run, because
it hurt too much. Of course in her case, she wasn't just making
an excuse. From the time she was just a child, she had a cancer
in the bottom of her left foot that made running incredibly painful.
That's all changed
now. Running has dramatically changed Amy's life, and she competed
in her seventh marathon this fall. Amy, 39, moved
to Adrian last summer, when her husband John became conductor
for the Adrian Symphony Orchestra headquartered at Adrian College.
She teaches fifth grade at nearby Madison schools, but she uses
much of her spare time to chase her passion for running. It's
a passion that may never have developed if the cancer hadn't been
removed once and for all-even though the lower half of her left
leg came with it.
"The irony
is I couldn't run with two legs, but I can with one," she
says with a laugh.
Amy is missing
another major body part, but it's not as obvious. She only has
one lung. "It gets really hard for me towards the end of
a race," she says. "I start to feel kind of like I'm
suffocating, and that's not real comfortable. And I'm always trying
to think what I can do to make the one lung super-strong, but
I don't know if I can ever compensate. But that's OK; I'm still
able to do it, and that's all right."
Apparently, it
is. Amy started running just three years ago. Last spring,
she was the first female amputee to run the Boston Marathon. This
past autumn, she finished marathons in Detroit and Tucson,
Ariz. and in November, she won her division in San Diego's Silver
Strand Half Marathon for the second time. She won it last year,
too, setting a new official half-marathon record at 46 seconds
short of 2 hours.
Her current success
came only after years of trouble. The tumor first started bothering
her in the fifth grade. For a long time, doctors didn't know what
is was, and they even put a cast on her in case it was tendonitis.
"They tried everything on me," Amy says. "For
a while there they thought I was psycho, too. They thought maybe
I was imagining it or doing it for attention or something."
Eventually, however, the real problem was discovered: Amy had
a rare type of childhood cancer called an undifferentiated
sarcoma. It's gone for good today, and she says her chance of
getting cancer is the same good as anyone's. For years, though,
she endured pain and surgeries, including a leg amputation when
she was 19.
"I was always
in pain; always. I didn't want to lose my leg. But it meant that
that was going to be gone from my life, and that was OK with me.
You do go from somebody with two legs and just kind of fitting
in and being like everybody else, and then all of a sudden you're
not, and that was difficult. You have people-acquaintances and
friends-and they're uncomfortable around you," she says.
"But I was OK with it, and I dealt with it as well as I think
I could have."
However, then
Amy had to brave aggressive chemotherapy treatments to try to
save her lung, and it didn't work. It began to seem like everything
was adding up against her.
"When it
went to my lung, I was not very happy about that. Because I thought,
'You amputated my leg, you did all this other stuff, gave me all
these drugs, I learned to walk again, and now.'"
To cope, she
hid it as much as possible. "I really went into a
kind of denial. I didn't tell anybody. I kept it very quiet and
I didn't tell people I was an amputee, and I walk well enough
that they didn't know." This went on for 10 years, until
Amy finally found her new interest. "Running has allowed
me to let all of that go."
She first started
in Tennessee. "The lady I taught with was going to be the
race director for a little 5K race, and I said to her, 'How neat,
I would love to be able to do something like that.' And she said,
'Why don't you?'"
Amy asked herself
the same question, and two short weeks later she finished the
3.1 mile event. She didn't have a fancy running leg back then,
just her normal walking leg, and had to walk everything but the
first mile. But she was elated that she finished and her confidence
grew. "It felt so wonderful just to be able to wear shorts
and be OK with it," she says. "It was so freeing."
She kept at it,
and soon she got her first real running leg. Though relatively
heavy at almost seven pounds, it was much more comfortable.
"That's
when I got the crazy idea I was going to train for a marathon,"
she says. One year of training later, she ran the Disney World
Marathon. "I think it took me 5 hours and 20 minutes or something,
and I was scared to death, I didn't know if I was going to make
it or not. But I did it, and I was just absolutely thrilled."
Leg up
These days, Amy
wears a leg that weighs about three pounds, which has allowed
her to shave off nearly an hour from her marathon time. Made of
carbon fiber, the bottom of the leg is fitted with the front half
of a Brooks running shoe sole. Amy is sponsored by Brooks, who
provides her with all her equipment (which means she can't spit
or cuss in public, she jokes). Like most runners, she gets new
shoes every few hundred miles, and she uses the sole from the
left shoe on the prosthesis.
"Good old
Super Glue, just stick it on. That's not very high-tech, but it
works." This sort of improvisation is not uncommon. There's
not a lot of research for athlete amputees, and so when the athletes
get together, they swap techniques. "Some people put tires
on the bottom. Yeah, Goodyear treads! Well, at least you don't
have to change them as often then," she says with a laugh.
Amy's running
leg comes with challenges that people with two complete legs don't
face. For one thing, it's not equipped with muscles and tendons.
Although the prosthesis is designed to provide a little spring
action, lugging it around still takes a lot more energy. Also,
Amy runs a lot. She runs several times a week, including a 20
or 25 mile run every weekend. This year-round schedule puts a
lot of wear and tear on her leg. The skin where the prosthesis
is attached is tender, and therefore tears, blisters and forms
lesions.
Sweating is another
problem, because it makes it harder to keep the prosthesis attached.
She remembers one 5K when she had to stoop over and hold the leg
on for the last stretch. "I looked like Quasimodo crossing
the finish line," she says. In an average marathon, she has
to make several three-minute stops to peel everything off and
dry it out. Amy's goal is to break the women's world record for
marathons at 4 hours and 17 minutes, and since her personal record
is just 14 minutes longer, every minute counts. One good, dry
day could make all the difference.
To her, though,
there are a lot of reasons to run that have nothing to do with
winning. There is the solace, the health benefits, and the network
of support in the running community. The word she keeps coming
back to over and over is joy. "I run because it just brings
me so much joy. It's such a fun activity for me," she says.
"Just the fact that I'm able to do it is an amazing feeling."
In the process,
Amy tends to inspire others. People often approach her to tell
her what it's meant to them to see her run. "That's something
that makes me feel really good, to think that maybe I've helped
somebody decide to do something they've always wanted to try but
haven't had the courage," Amy says. "It's not anything
that I ever thought would happen."
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